i really wish i was joni mitchell.
she is basically my girlfriend.

so, i have work tomorrow. hilary has a sort-of-real-job. i am not really sure what i will be doing, something for a catering business.
the job i had at the mental health clinic has been put on hold because the session ended, hopefully that will work out when school starts.

i met some guy on the street today&we talked about life for 20 minutes. then i gave him six dollars. It was for some organization, i dont even really know what. A campaign for LaRouche? i dont know what he is running for, but the boy i talked to was passionate&i admire that. We talked about how big changes were in order for this world, and how it is completely out control that people have the mindset "mankind is too far gone, and its not worth fixing the inhumanity that goes on." i really dont understand what is more worth it. this is the world we live in, these are lives we are talking about.
i dont know.

everything is impermanent.


i am kind of looking forward for school the start, i have come to realize that as much as i hate to admit it, routine is necessary in my life. I dont mind straying from routine, but i need something there that keeps me in check.

lovelovelove.